Fathers day

Hi .

I really just said hi to myself. I don’t talk to myself enough. If I did I would learn that going without sleep for a couple of days isn’t good for me. I know it’s been awhile since I put my thoughts down on here. Sorry for that. I should really do a better job.
It’s almost a year since my Dad passed and it’s still hard. Father’s day sucked. There is no getting around it. Even through I hung out with my brother and Mom it still has really hard. I miss him so much. Sometimes I just want to cry and yell but I can’t. I have to be strong for everyone else. I really need a breakthrough right now in some things. That’s what I'm praying and hoping for.